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-music is a reflection of the soul-

''Close your eyes and I’ll kiss you, tomorrow I’ll miss you remember i’ll always be true. Forever, forever i’ll be holding you. Whenever i’m alone with you you make me feel like i am free again. You make me feel like i am clean again.
i can’t see you when i want to. Where i am now? Nothing else but laughter is around me. Forevermore. No one can heal me no one can save me. I’ve gone beyond the truth, it’s just another lie. Always the summers are slipping away. Find me a way to making it stay. When the evening reaches here, you’re tying me up. I’m dying of love, it’s ok.
I’m free, free to be. I’m free, free to be. I’m not another liar, i just want to be myself. And now the beat inside me is a sort of a cold breeze. You make me sick because i adore you so. But I’m busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before. Before you. i have often told you stories about the way, i lived the life of a drifter waiting fort he day. When I’d take your hand and sing you songs, then maybe you would say ‘come lay with me, love me’ and i would surely stay. That what happens when you play ‘catch without arms’. It’s what sets us apart.
‘hello hello hello hello’… is it gonna last? Why don’t you come and take me with you? and so i know you had to go. I’m dreaming of the past an echo of the years we passed through. İf you live by the rules of ‘its over’, then I’m sure that that makes sense. Sometimes i feel like my only friend is the city i live in. There’s nothing simple when I’m not around you. i miss you when you’re gone.it’s hard to carry on, that is what i knew. Hold on to my hands. I feel I’m stinking, stinking without you.if i asked, would you walk me home? Would i be safer if i was alone? I wish i could tell you what i want from you. i would if i knew.i want you more, more than i ever thought i would. More than i ever should. Remember how our hands matched. Love lines, same size. I guess i should have checked to the lifelines were in line. I need you hear you say ‘i love you. i loved you all along and i forgive you for being away for far away too long.’. hold on to me, and never let me go. Keep breathing. I wouldn’t lie. I wouldn’t. You need me like water needs a flower. You need me like the sun needs its every hour. You need me like a fool needs stars. You need me, don’t you? tell me who you are. I turn on the water. Because i think i should drown. Cold shower, ice cold.
i crossed all the lines and i broke all the rules. You see the smile that’s on my mouth, is hiding the words that don’t come out. All of my friends who think that i’m blessed, they don’t know my head is a mess.no, they don’t know who i really am. And they don’t know what i’ve been through.but you do. I was made for you…
it’s violent here. Why have you left me? If only you could stay and keep me in. it’s violent here. why did you run from me?
i, i looked into your eyes and saw a world i wish i was in. I’ll never find someone quite as touched as you again. I’ll never love someone quite the way that i loved you. as i lie here all alone, i want to be in your arms so badly. And yeah, you know I’m done, and forever in love with you. you used to be like my twin. And all that’s been, was it all for nothing?
i remember little things you hardly ever do. Tell me why. i don’t know why it’s over. I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night. I hope your wish came true. Mine betrayed me.
you were my first love, the earth moving under me. Now let us lie. Sad we live, sad we die. Even in your pride, i never blamed you. everybody tells me I’m being a fool. Everbody tells me you are being so cruel. But i don’t believe it. I’d give up forever to touch you. because i know that you feel me somehow. İ just don’t want to miss you tonight, i just want you to know who i am.
games, changes and fears. When will they go from here? When will they stop? i may appear to be free. But I’m just a prisoner of your love. I may seem alright and smile when you leave, but my smiles are just at front. Though i try to hide it, it’s clear. My world crumbles when you are not here.
staying away to chase a dream… tasting the air you’re breathing in. i know i won’t forget a thing. God, i want you. just be mine. Because you haunt me all the time. Your pain, it talks to me. It really talks to me. Change your heart. Look around you, it will astound you. i need your loving like the sunshine and everybody’s gotta learn sometime. Did we lose all the love that we could have shared? And it’s wearing me down, and it’s turning me round. i can’t find a way now, to find it out. Where are you when i need you? the dream which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had. I find it hard to tell you ; i find it hard to take. You went as far as you could. You’re living another life. And it cuts me like a knife. i hope you understand, I’m the one who’s left behind. But I’m on the outside and I’m looking in. i can see through you, see the true colors. Because inside, you are ugly. You are ugly like me. All the times that i felt like this won’t end, was for you. and i have taste that i could never have, it’s from you. all the times that I’ve tried my intentions full of pride. But i waste more time than anyone.
as we walk through the ashes i whisper your name, a taste of pain that i cling to. As we walk through the ashes you whisper my name. Who’s the one with the sickest mind now?


there's no one to take my blame
if they wanted to
there's nothing to keep me sane
and it's all the same to you
there's nowhere to set my aim
so I'm everywhere
never come near me again
do you really think i need you

I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.
I'll never be open again, I could never be open again.

and I'll smile and i'll learn to pretend
and I'll never be open again
and I'll have no more dreams to defend
and I'll never be open again''